emily

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 00:53:52 GMT

i don't understand why people have such a problem discovering things for themselves...one person in particular needs to live through their own experiences and interests - not mine. find new things on your own, don't steal mine.

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 23:57:02 GMT

i take that back - you just have a strange way of showing it i guess

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 22:12:29 GMT

i guess you really just don't care anymore...

Someone please buy me this...

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 00:46:36 GMT

I will love you forever! :)

Wed, 19 Nov 2003 06:31:42 GMT

how do you give someone vision when they are too blind to see the truth?

there is hope for us / there is distance between you & i

Mon, 13 Oct 2003 20:39:41 GMT

you are a dissapointment

Sun, 28 Sep 2003 05:54:55 GMT

i hate waiting...

Tue, 09 Sep 2003 05:35:48 GMT

it's give and take i guess. but sometimes i feel like i give a lot more than you do. i know it's not fair to me, but still i never speak up. dammit for being weak...

Sun, 17 Aug 2003 17:45:16 GMT

if you're going to miss me like you say you are, you have an interesting way of showing it. you're making it so hard for me to like you right now.

i hate

Fri, 08 Aug 2003 07:45:11 GMT

-people who only care about themselves
-when it's drive/park like an asshole day
-overly sarcastic people
-being made fun of or talked about
-when people who have everything handed to them still complain, or when people who have money are cheap and complain about spending it
-hypocrites
-red lights and traffic
-fake people

Wed, 06 Aug 2003 07:04:32 GMT

never have i had so many great people and friends in my life, but now i am feeling more alone than ever. i just can't win

7/13

Thu, 26 Jun 2003 01:54:04 GMT

Extraordinary taste
dignity
cultivated airs
loves anything beautiful
moody
stubborn
tends to egoism but cares for those close to it
rather modest
very ambitious
talented
industrious uncontent lover
many friends
many foes
very reliable.

this sounds maybe a little bit like me?

Sun, 15 Jun 2003 06:18:54 GMT

i no longer have any faith in the human race

Sat, 24 May 2003 06:41:37 GMT

so graduation is on wednesday, and i am so excited for it, but i feel as if i'm not ready. i know that its definitely time for a change and to move on, but where i'm at now is so comfortable, and its going to be hard to give that up. one things for sure - i would have never made it through the past four years if it weren't for my girls, especially jenni. i love you so much and i hope you know how much you mean to me! i can't wait for newport...this summer is going to be amazing! :)

countdown....

Thu, 24 Apr 2003 20:29:24 GMT

34 days until GRADUATION
70 days until ADULTHOOD

this one's for ME

Wed, 02 Apr 2003 04:45:01 GMT

why i am always compromising my ideas and feelings to please others...what i am thinking and feeling is important, and i shouldnt have to give that up and compromise myself in order to make someone else happy.

Thought of today...

Tue, 01 Apr 2003 03:06:38 GMT

People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.